Dear Little Lady, I can’t quite believe I’m writing this. I can’t believe that already you are one. When I look back over this year I’m not really sure how we got here but we did and I couldn’t be prouder of you. You didn’t have the easiest start to life. You came out before you were ready; you were tucked up in my belly with your sister. I often wonder if you miss her. I remember the moment you were born. Your sister came first and then it was your turn. I looked at Daddy and waited, waited to… View Post

If you read regularly you will know that I love a good cleaning product. I’m all about ease with cleaning; why make a job harder than it has to be? Ease and speed are key with me. Less time cleaning and more time with the kids or sat down is what I go for. I was kindly sent a 2 in 1 spray mop from Wiz Mops and can honestly say I love it. Not only does it mop your floors but you can use it for cleaning your windows too! The pack comes with the mop handle and then… View Post

Last September I stood nervously at the school gates waiting for them to open for Little Man’s first day at preschool. He was nervous about starting somewhere new. I was nervous about whether I had made the right decision about moving him from the nursery he had been in from 10 months old to a new place. There was new routines to learn and a much more school like environment for him to get his head round. Dealing with change was not his strong point. As a family we had not had the easiest couple of months and all of… View Post

This is a thank you to the person that let me fully share and didn’t just stare. This is a thank you to the person that stood, by my side on the day that she died. This is a thank you to the person who stood by the incubator, cried with me and just let me be. This is a thank you to the person who understood I was torn and that 2 babies had been born. This a thank you to the person who visits with love and support, the kind that just can’t be taught. This is a thank you to… View Post

I’ve dusted off the laptop. I’ve dug it out from behind the sofa and stared at a blank page for a while. You see, I forgot how to do it. When everything happened it was all I wanted to do; pour my heart out onto the screen. My head was so full of feelings and they needed to escape so I wrote. What I have realised over the last couple of months that for the first 6 months after the twins were born I was in shock, a huge amount of shock. I wanted to shout it from the roof… View Post